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A List
Some of us humans like lists, Here is a list of the last 11 months
The list is in no particular order, just as I recall it...

Lost List:
Lost job, pushed out by Junior worker, male, he got his wish when he said to my manager "I bet you $1000 she won't be in this job in 6 months. (someone is owed $1000)
Lost relationship (work stress played a big part) thanks for nothing.
Lost my battle with non smoking, now i smoke like a train more roll your own than ever before...
Lost friends, but gained some wonderful womyn (that's a +)
Lost my dignity, integrity, self worth, passion by accusation of being a "Bully".
Loss of passion nearly killed me.
I lost at killing myself, I'm still alive...barley sometimes... never won much, not that lucky...
Lost 2 moths of my life, a life that I didn't want... in a Private Clinic, that was a waste of time...drugged up, still on the drugs.
Lost my first home...that was hell (maybe i could point score the list as well you know 1-10!).
Lost family of 6 years...
Lost grandchildren...
Lost were i moved to...a place to go back too after hospital...maybe person who i shared with got scared...
Lost a place to be force to move back to where I was born...can't believe that I'm here...
Lost the will to get up & move somedays
Lost ME...who am I ? Im tired why do I have to keep searching?
Like I said lost at killing myself
Just want to leave the planet...I'd had enough of 48 years of living and working at being a better person...and then after all that... i haven't even began to tell you my story...this prick of a worker a "workplace psychopath" accuses me of being a bully and the hard work I gave for 4 and a half years without complaints...it nearly killed me...you have no idea how i feel...its undesirable, painful, all consuming...
Loss of trust
Loss of truths
Lost because some people walk around with blinders on cause its TOO FUCKING HARD to see, hear, know,act...
Teiwaz...